Tuesday, July 7, 2015

A cry out

God I know you are here. God I know you have this situation in your hands. God I know you love me. God you have greater plans for my life then I could ever imagine. I know this all but right now, I feel so confused and lost. I know you hear me crying out to you. I'm trying to find you and seek you, but this storm is too strong. 
I have so many wonderful people in my life, but at times I feel so lost. I have a wonderful life, I'm just in a rough patch, but again I feel so lost. I know your are making this into something "beautiful" but it's just so hard to see. 
This is my cry out. This is my I give it all to you God. This my I can't take it, but I know you are saying "Sam I know you can't take it, so give it to me". 
But why can't I? Because I am a control freak that wants to do it own my own. 

Take my life I lay it down
At the cross where I am found
All I have I give to You oh God

Take my hands and make them clean
Keep my heart in purity
That I may walk in all You have for me

Oh here I stand
Arms open wide
Oh I am Yours
And You are mine

Take my moments and my days
Let each breath that I take
Be ever only for You oh God

Oh here I stand
Arms open wide
Oh I am Yours
And You are mine

My whole life is Yours
I give it all
Surrendered to Your Name
And forever I will pray
Have Your way
Have Your way

Oh here I stand
Arms open wide
Oh I am Yours
And You are mine